Another Card Dead Double Deuce

Dammit I depressed. I just got knocked out of the Double Deuce again. I had one decent pair and it was in the small blind and no one came into the pot. I had A9 on the button later with no limpers and raised into AK and 10s. My last hand I flopped a flush draw with 2 probable overs and I check raised all in and got called by 53 cause he had a pair of 5s and a straight draw. His 5s held. Fuck this double deuce is pissing me off. I havent had a single rush in 2 tournaments. I just see donkey after donkey chip up with terrible plays and unreal luck. FUCK. I guess Im just gonna wire them some moolah cause Im sick of trying to convert my points to cash through tournaments. SHIT.